...so....let's just say that today's been rather emo. First off...work sucks ass; like big hairy ass. (sorry for the visual people, but it unfortunately fits =__=; ) To the others that work retail type jobs,...is it just me or are people more horrid this year? It just seems like theres more and more people who just come into my store with anger, annoyance, derision, and just plain nastyness, DRIPPING from them. All I want to say to these people is that...."This is NOT f*cking Nordstroms people!! I am NOT paid to kiss your over-privileged rear end!"
    .....And....well to really emo it out...earlier this evening I found out that a relative passed away today. He wasn't by any means a relative that I really knew (...which is sad in itself....), but Im worried for my grandmother and how she's taking losing another relative during this time of year. ......And well...more or less ontop of that...this morning my parents took our german shepherd Hedi to be put down. I just couldnt go with them either....Not when we had this dog for 10 or so years and she was pretty damn miserable for the last few months......It's still really weird thinking that Hedi isnt out in the backyard anymore....Weird and just so effing sad too.
    But...the main point Im trying to get to is that....even though this season has rather SUCKED with so much draining the enjoyment from the holidays, Im resolute in not letting this last week before Christmas be ruined. Now that schools done, and all I can do is pray and have faith in God's will for my grades, its finally time to get all the wrapping done, finish up finding gifts for a few people, and get back to the projects Ive been wanting to do. Thankfully, my friends liked the gifts that I worked on for them (seriously, totally a load off my shoulders knowing that they actually LIKED them. >~<' lol), and Im hoping my family likes theirs.......even though totally ssuuuccccccckkksss cause my sister has actually tried her's on already. >--O'   .......aannndd....well to cut off the rambling, Im praying for a productive, and great Christmas and winter break overall...AND...I just wanted to honestly wish anyone who sees this a Happy and Merry Christmas. Pretty obviously, everyone knows that life can really not be fun for all of it's horrible reasons, but I pray that all of us can remember the blessings we do have, watch a bunch of amazingly cheesey Christmas movies, and that we all get spoiled rotten with gifts. ^^
    lol..ok done with the corny, but here is the song that Ive got in my "Listening to" slot up there,  [link] , and the lyrics ( [link] )  ...aaanndd why not...heres another song by them [link] , and lyrics ( [link] ). Just a warning, theyre pretty hardcore (like A Day To Remember) and theyre Christian...though I guess that the lyrics could be just "inspirational" too lol. And heres my favorite song from the movie White Christmas [link] .  .....<__<......>__>....hey, its my journal and Ill rant if I want to. u-u;